The Point of Complication

I am going to love you like no other
With everything inside of me 
The love of a woman runs deep beneath the wishing well
Your wishes become true
But here is the trick
I'm going to love you until the point of complication
I will run away with your heart and steal it 
Because the point where it all goes down hill I will not be taking 
How can I give something my all when its not going to last forever

Is crazy how they say something don’t last forever

But love seems to creep in us still like ghosts

Haunting the life of me 

Starting up unfinished business

People say they are in love when they get those butterflies in their tummy

I know I’m  in love when I start a race

Yeah that’s right a race

A race against you

Escaping something great

Running away and never coming back

My words leave me so freely

But I still have a hold on them

Careful to give you only part of me

Conversations become stale because I'm afraid to show  myself

Jokes become constant in order to conceal how nervous I actually feel

Kisses become rushed in order not to feel the rush that goes through my body

In order not to go through a great catastrophe

Holding hands with loose grips

The electricity shatters my skin travels

Into my heart

Your electric shock has me zoned

I can't hold on long enough to let this shock kill my spirit

So I run

I run build walls greater then the one in Berlin

I run !

Set boobie traps so you wont find me

So maybe that you will trip and fall

To the ground and in love with someone else

I run

Into an abyss with no location

No GPS

Just a trail of unwanted certainties

Fuck this your saying all the right things

Appreciating me all the right ways

But I run

I am afraid of uncertainties

I like concrete ideas

The idea of meeting someone taking them home

 Doing what I please and kicking them out in the morning

Because it is certain  that they will be gone in the morning

You wont know if its  going to be disaster

You know that’s a risk your not willing to take

They say if you went through it the first time

And you made it through a heartbreak

Why is it so hard

To do it again?

Because you just wish it wouldn't happen again

Because you just remember how hard it was the last time

Not being able to escape

I don’t ever want to be trapped

And baby your love has me caged

Against four walls

In my mind

But I'm too proud for this shyt

Proud to act like I feel

Proud to act like the sight of you melts me away

I don’t know how many more hits   I can take

Acting like I just don’t care

Because pretending not to care hurts just the same

Because baby I rather see you love someone else

Leave ours the way it is because it is not yet broken
I have reached the point of perfection

Whats certain is that