Sick Love Melody Pt.2

You come close

I get closer

I lay my head on your chest

And listen to the sounds

It’s a melody

And it’s sick

Ill to my stomach

Got my heart on overdrive

Beating on my chest cavity wanting to rip

Open through my flesh and into your chest to become one

I listen closer

I’m addicted

The music goes into my ear

And travels through my body

Backpacking its way to my heart
Seeping its way into the cracks

Attaching it self like a leech

Now my life is being sucked right out of me

I’m stuck

My mind is cluttered

There’s is no room to think this through

My thoughts are loud

They scream your name

And hymn your song

When I’m awake

And when I dream I hear faint sounds in the distant of this “sick love melody”

Only sounds I can hear now are your sick love melody

And nobody can tell me anything

“That you’re bad for me “

“That you’re like the rest of them “

I’m jumping on cloud nines

Careful to not trip and slip back to reality

Quite stupidly in love

My mind has run out of fuel

But my heart keeps bumping pretty sounds

Of your sick love melody

I have no room left to think of this consequence

The consequence of one day you stopping the song

I want to hear this sound even if it is a broken record

I want to hear it over and over like a song they play out on the radio

The beat to your sick love melody beats fast then beats slowly

Apparently I’m not your wedding song

I’m more like the song you keep in your Ipod because it is” classic”

A “must have”

 You skip me over on your play list

You turn me on till the melody drops

You turn me on then you turn me off

Like an option

I am tired of only being your song

You turn me up only when you’re down

I’m turning you off!

So I forget about you and your tunes

And you come back around playing the same old song

The harp strings on my heart have worn out

And have rusted with time

We can’t sing together

We can’t play together

Throw this record player out

I have gone deaf

Silence!

I’m SICK of this love melody

By Lina Gonzalez Inspired by Tim Rupnarain